Dear Me
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Dear Me

You are amazing, wonderful and kind. You have compassion and you are strong. Why do you put yourself down the way you do? Why do you not believe in yourself and your capabilities?

During the day you put on an amazing show, it’s all just an act. You come across as happy, strong and confident and that nothing gets to you. You take everything easy and don’t seem to care when things go wrong, and for all the many things that does not work out, you have an amazing attitude of its not meant to be.

But today I want to call you out on all that, I want to expose you and make you see what you are hiding from the world, but most importantly what you are hiding so expertly from yourself. I catch small glimpses of what is really going on deep down in your heart and mind when you wake up at night. Your very first thoughts and feelings, those very first moments when you come to realization that you are awake, those are of pain, fear, unhappiness and doubt. Those are the mere moments you give yourself away and I have seen them. You are showing this picture perfect you to the world, but also to yourself for fear of disappointment.

I am disappointed in you because you are hiding the truth. I don’t care about the world, I care about me, and you are hiding the truth from me. The other day someone told you that he can see it in your eyes, you are saying one thing but your eyes are telling a whole different store and you brushed it off trying to give him the impression that he is seeing things, which he is imagining. He was spot on right wasn’t he? You know he was.

I am being cruel and harsh with you today, you are stuck in this horrible place where you don’t get yourself out. You are going backwards not forwards even though you make all this effort, you work hard and you apparently believe in yourself and you are mentally and spiritually in a good place but you slowly keep spiraling backwards into the darkness. I have to tell you why you don’t seem to be able to turn things around, you are still standing in your way. You are still blocking yourself even though you are pretending not to. And I must compliment you on that because you are doing a real damn good job of it. You had me fooled for a very long time, but you start to give yourself away when you wake up at night. Those few minutes you think you are alone even in your mind, those are the ones that told me the whole truth.

I will call you on each and every one, it will be horrible, but we will call them all out and we will face them and we will do something to get them handled so you can move on. You need to move on.

What did you do to yourself that you do not believe that you deserve any of the good things in life? You are not broken you are just bend. You can learn to live again. You can learn to love again. The sooner you do what you need to do, the sooner you get what you want.

If you take a good look around you will see that you are not being true to yourself. Your life is falling apart and its going down fast. You need to take a hard look and get your ducks in a row.

Find your inspiration. What would inspire you to change your life. What is the one thing that will push you over the edge and make you do what is needed to be done. Find it, and find it quick. Stop wasting time on unimportant things.

Decide what it is that you want and what is important to you. You have given up enough times already, it is time you stand up and fight back. You have a right to it you know, you deserve every bit of what you dream of.

Let go of all the bad stuff. The stuff that is holding you back. The stuff that is not important. Bad thoughts, bad habits and bad people. People tend to drag you down more than you might think. Let go of such people in your life.

I say to you again, you are amazing, wonderful and kind. You are the one that you need to get out of your way. Success is only a step away.

Every day holds the promise of a miracle.


Street Talk

  

Thank you Cynthia. Yes you do inspire me as well.

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  about 3 years ago

Nice! I see that I inspired you, too, on the sooner you do what you need to do the sooner you get what you want. Look forward to reading more of your inspirational articles.

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  about 3 years ago
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