Having been engage with the person that I love is so hard to let go. There's always come a time that fear will come to me that one day you will leave me, but if that day come, please let me be ready. I've been in love before but i never felt the way you have in me. You have thought me how to bring back the smile in my face again. You thought me how to live my life to the fullest. Yet i know that time will come you're going to leave me too.

Before I met you, always pray so hard and even its wrong I always ask God for a sign that if He will give me a partner in life give me a sign, and the sign that I asked for was heard and you gave me that sign that i asked Him. You didn't gave that sign once but twice. Everytine I felt that I'm loosing you. I always go to Him and ask for a comfort, and he will. I will feel his arms around me coz that's what I asked him to do to me.

Everytime we have to say goodbye, it always put a tear in my eye. And wishing that time didn't come, every moments we've shared I always make a memory for you to remember me. And I even send you emails but you're not answering back maybe you're just busy, and i understand at all, but depression say hello.

If depression bides with me, I don't have you but my God is there for me, and asking him again if we're really ment to be. I ask for a sign again and replied not once but twice. Maybe you're really the person that God wants me to be, but I'm getting afraid of being alone again. You're my life, my world, my love. Do i really have to say goodbye? But where is the Good in goodbye, when my heart starts to die?

I won't say Goodbye but later. I have to set you free and if you come back then we're really ment to be. I love you and you know its true.