Days drift, time slips away from you walking around unknowing what do next so sit on your computer drifting though space and sites, lying on the couch watching television changing shows with nothing on anyways. sleeping your days away, turning in the night. nothing to do, no one to hang out with to kill some time. When your favorites hobbies you just don't do, that's how find myself almost every day when I am not at work.

That is how I lost myself, my world turning in mush every second. When the movies stacked up one by one when the teapot was always being refilled where the words "I have to do something" and " What should I do today" are just put on repeat every so often. Even now as I write this I lye on my couch with my laptop on my lap in a dim lit room with music playing on you tube. All the hobbies that I could be doing reading a book, writing a new short story, painting, and taking photos of the world outside my window were just thoughts crossing my mind.

Does this sound like you in a way, so much energy and free time but don't have a clue what to do and where to go it's a lifestyle that I have had for a few months at a time no envision any more but I have learned a thing or when I had those kind or days.

The first thing I learned is that even though you may think that this funk seems like it will never leave, it does and it might take a few days or even weeks but it does end and during the funk there will be days when you will do something productive. For me I played the music real loud when no one was home I opened the curtains of my bed room and rearrange my room my closet and all the boxes that I in my closet and even though I have been in this funk for a few weeks and I really did feel like doing it I knew it was time for a change for a day then sleeping it away.

The second thing I learned was even if you don't need anything I tried to walk to the store just for the hell it even though it may have been around 9 o'clock and the sun had set long before that it does a wonder if your like me and get lightheaded when you leave the house in the middle of a hot sunny day. If your days feel like there slipping away from you and drift though time send me a comment.